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THE SEBASTIAN MOD LOOKS TOO GOOD FUCK FUCK I CANF
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Have you ever drawn gyutaro or daki? 🤔
m. maybe..
[PROBABLY OLD (SORT OF BAD AND SKETCHY) ART UNDER CUT]
they deserve to be happy. I wish we could've seen how they are outside of battle and somewhere like an upper moon meeting.
i really liked how they were to each other. i cried like a baby during their episode. i love that daki has full confidence that her brother will always protect her no matter what and that gyutaro knows daki will always try to do the same for him even if she'll most likely end up losing or get in more trouble because of it and loves her anyway.
It's a double-edged sword.. shE WENT TO HELL FOR HIM. DJKSAFEKJ REJECTING SALVATION??? CAUSE YOU MADE A PROMISE WITH YOUR BIG BROTHER??? BC TOGETHER YOURE THE STRONGEST????? OH FUCK IM GONNA cRYRFHE
dawg, im actually going to cry. shut the fuck up. SIBLINGS. SIBLINGS!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO MUCH, DAWG..........
and ofc, gyutaro head locked my heart
ofc i drew gyuatro, my cult member, HE WAS ONE OF MY BRAIN ROTS
I DREW THIS MAN LIKE MY LIFE WAS ON THE LINE. SKETCH BOOK, TABLET, PHONE, THE CORNERS OF MY NOTEBOOKS, NAPKINS, YOU FUCKING NAME IT. i just wish i could finish drawings......... sobs..........
I WAS YOUNGER AND IN SCHOOLING SO I THOUGHT ITD BE COOL TO HAVE A TUTOR AU WITH GYUTARO SET IN KIMETSU NO GAKUEN WHERE HE TUTORS FOR MONEY...... CAUSE I HEADCANON HIM TO BE A FAST LEARNER?? HE JUST DOESNT GIVE HIMSELF ENOUGH CREDIT CAUSE HES INSECURE AND SOBS.... HE ONLY THINKS HES GOOD FOR BEING UGLY AND SCARING PPL AWAY AND FIGHTING. AGHGHGHHH
THIS FEELS LIKE IM LOOKING BACK ON PHOTOS OF MY PAST LOVER...... GYUTARO..... MY BELOVED... I JUST WANTED HIM PAMPERED...............
SHUT THE FUCK UP //CRIES INTO MY HANDS
HOW DID YOU CLOCK ME SO FUCKING FAST???? DOES IT SHOW ON MY FACE???? IS IT A TELL IM NOT AWARE OF????????
#null rot#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#demon slayer#gyutaro#gyutaro shabana#shabana gyutaro#daki#daki shabana#shabana daki#DAWG HOW DID YOU KNOW HE WAS MY PREVIOUS OBSESSION IM SCREAMING INTO MY HANDS#THIS STAYS BETWEEN US. ONLY ON FUCKING TUMBLR.. I CANT LET BITCHES KNOW I RELAPSE TO DEMON SLAYER WITH DIFFERENT GUYS..#HES SO PERFECT TOO DAWG I CANT#MY FIRST.......#SOBS HARDER#AND DAKI TOO SHE WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY AND ANNOYIGN DUDE#SHES SO STUPID AND MEAN BUT SO FUCKING CARING FOR GYU SHUT UP#SHUT THE FUCK UP#MY TASTE IN MEN JUST GOT WORSE. GODDD GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#iM SO EMBARRASSED CAUSE BEFORE NORITOSHI IT WAS HIM.. IM SCREAMING#i also really dislike showing unfinished work but hey. momma didnt raise a bitch#ALSO I AM ALIVE. MY PC HAS JUST BEEN RUNNING INTO ISSUES AND IM TRYING SO HARD TO PUMP OUT THIS NEXT POST#IM PROMISING MYSLEF TO NOT POST ANYTHING ELSE UNTIL THEN
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UWAGA!!!
Na tiktoku jest mnóstwo filmów o naszej spoleczenoscj i kieruje to do osób które takie coś nagrywają czy wy możecie się w końcu ogarnąć na tiktoku jest mnóstwo ludzi którzy nie powinni tutaj być! Doskonale wiem że jak ktoś chce to i tak się znajdzie na tumblr ale rozsyłanie tego na tiktoku gdzie jest mnóstwo małych i nie świadomości niczego dzieci to naprawdę zły pomysł
Takim osobom życzę samych binge i abyście nigdy nie osiągnęły swojego wymarzonego ugw
MOTYLKI REBLOGUJCIE ABY POINFORMOWAĆ TE OSOBY O TYM CO ROBIĄ !!!
#blogi motylkowe#chce byc lekka jak motylek#chce schudnąć#i am so tired#jestem gruba#lekka jak motyl#motylki#motylki any#ed relapse#nie chce jesc
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I just watched both parkour civilization movies and I have so many thoughts about block game
Parkour civilization was restructured so that everyone begins at the bottom layer and makes their way to the top. The other main changes are that the route to the top is neither impossible nor barricaded by design. Failing a jump isn’t an instant ticket to perma death. There’s a universal safety net for so players can keep trying.
But providing actual ways for the lower levels to advance, does not change the fact THAT THERE WAS A LOWER LEVEL WITH UNACCEPTABLE QUALITY OF LIFE IN THE FIRST PLACE WHAT OTHER CHANGES WERE MADE TO THE BOTTOM??? Are the noobs still kept on the verge of starvation?? Is food now free or do you still jump to eat?? Who farms food now that the pros don’t have to work?? Blocks are free for masters what about noobs & pros? And even if anyone at the base layer can make open attempts at the climb, are they provided the practice arenas of the higher levels??
Evbo’s ‘equal opportunity advancement’ solution also doesn’t address the other glaring problem of why parkour civilization was inherently flawed. Some people just suck at parkour! It’s simply not for them and their talents lie in other directions. But being a promising singer, builder, fighter, redstone engineer, or writer doesn’t matter because parkour is the ONLY valuable skill. You don’t like to jump but there’s only one route up. You could be at the bottom forever because your passion is worthless in Parkour Civilization.
Evbo fails to dismantle anything besides the most obvious, corrupt flaws of the system because at the end of the day, he still successfully climbed said system! (With some cheating & help to bypass the locks ofc). So his idea of fairness is having everyone else climb too. But providing people access to his way up doesn’t change the fact they have only 1 way to climb. And that they have to climb in the first place.
See, the other thing that haunts me is the implanted memories. Evbo KNOWS there’s a lifestyle outside of parkour 24/7. Evbo remembers endless land, buildings, crafting, and mining. Resources gatekept by parkour once used to be open to obtain by anyone. Sure, the memories are fake but the dream didn’t have to be. He was champion then god. Evbo knows about the endless ground but didn’t consider making that idea a reality even with endless power at his fingertips. Because he’s so entrenched in this society.
His dream was seeing endless skies and once he got there, he failed to share it with anyone else.
The sky used to be free.
TLDR Shonen protag works within in system they’re given and when system shows its flaws of corruption the narrative solution is to power up, beat up the big villains, and become the most op kid on the block instead of actually addressing societal flaws that accommodates and creates said villains
In this fanfic I will-
#I lied there’s no fanfic and there never will be#just like there’s no santa easter bunny & queen of england#I’m having a normal one out here girliepops#send help#I unironically enjoyed parkour civilization but I found the soft river bed and a shovel to start digging#This silly block game ain’t that deep but hyperfixation wants to make a lake out of it#I’m in my mcyt relapse era#Block world has me in a chokehold again send tweet#minecraft#mcyt#parkour civilization#pkciv#evbo#Anyways excellent series I was enthralled the whole time like a baby with cocomelon#Yes I understand it’s allegory & silly block game but also#this is how I personally engage in content I am unfortunately compelled by
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i think no matter what i do, ill always be this way forever
#mentally sick#mentally unstable#mentally tired#mentally drained#mentally exhausted#i am not mentally well#trauma#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#depression relapse#take your meds
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i dont remember seeing this picture but i'll be thinking about it for a while now
#these twinks were flirting since so long#am i having a charlos relapse rn? i must admit yes i am#carlos sainz jr#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#charlos#2018
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#girlhood#this is a cry for help#i’m miserable#im just a girl#tumblr#girlblogging#am i real#female rage#pink bows#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#realatable#nymphett#female experience#female manipulator#pill addiction#addiction#relapse#tumblr 2014#2014 tumblr#2014 nostalgia#2014 aesthetic#tyler durden#donnie darko#fight club#schizophrenia
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✨Hydrate✨ bitches
This is a reminder for everyone who sees this. Get up from where you're sitting and drink a glass of water<3
Reblog so your moots don't die on their beds in their girlcaves
#fresh memes#trending memes#best memes#reminder#i am sherlocked#sherlock fanfic#geralt fanart#lana del ray moodboard#everything is fine#andrew tate#tw ed in the tags#tw ed relapse#ed but not sheeran#ed bllog#tw ana diary#ana trigger#4n0rex1a#disordered eating in tags#disordered eating mention#hydro homies#hydration#don't die#th1n$po#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw ed diet
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so i'll really just want to self harm till the end of my life huh? but because im in recovery that also means that i never ever get to do it again even though i think about it every second of every day. this might be hell
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The grumpiest guy I know
#fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#edward elric#I may or may not#have relapsed#really fucking hard#into fma#sorry (i am not sorry)#myart
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These are the stages of me waiting for my relapse aaaany day now
#shblrr#shblur#i wanna cvt#but relapsing is upsetting#jirai kei#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#landmine girl#jirai#jirai girl#landmineblr#landmine kei#landmineblogging#jirai onna#jiraikei#jirai joshi#jirai coord#jirai fashion#jirai lifestyle#landmine type#landmine fashion#landmine#landmineposting#lifestyle landmine#lifestyle jirai#ame chan nso#nso ame#ame chan#im literally ame#needy girl overload
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idk if there's anything you can do about it but someone is using your chappell hot to go art on teepublic & I thought you would want to know if u don't already :(
Nice. love this for me./s
uhhh anyways thank you for bringing this to my attention @hyuckieberry! I’m gonna try to figure out TeePublic’s DMCA takedown request. which is very frustrating since i am from the Philippines. and DMCA is very much bound to just the USA.
for now, if anyone sees this, PLEASE HELP ME REPORT the account.
If anyone is interested in buying the tshirt/design, please consider supporting me, its up on my Redbubble. the only place where i have uploaded the design.
Honestly, simply reblogging and liking this or the original post i made will help immensely.
#narwhal speaks#chappell roan#chappell roan fanart#chappell roan fan merch#I thought i was finally having a good day and i was so proud of myself because i finally managed to get out of bed#after having a fucking relapse#and now this????????#it fucking sucks because the more i look into the DMCA takedown request of TeePublic#which btw very labor intensive and full of legal jargon i am ill equipped to follow#ITS LIKE ONLY FOR THE US????????????#I am currently living breathing in the philippines unfortunately#anyways uuuhhh#i’m gonna go cry and maybe my rage/frustrations can help me figure something out#i’m gonna be sick#hopefully my rage and frustration will keep me from spiralling back into a depressed state lol.#is this what i get for bedrotting for months?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#fuck me gently with a fucking chainsaw
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I really hope that creature starts arguing on hyde's side if I'm honest because this isn't the first time frankie saw a scientific creation as not being a person and if I was creature rn I'd be more than a bit pissed it was happening again
#the glass scientists#tgs creature#like imagine you've spent like twenty years helping this woman learn that even if you aren't human you are still a person#and the second she sees another humanoid creation she starts relapsing to her old habits#I hope we just get him like:#👁👄👁 ma'am what does that mean about how you perceive me? am I a person to you? answer me. answer me victoria.
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I called an ambulance for my best friend just now. He'll hate me now, but it's fine.
He'll hate me now but he'll live.
He'll hate me now but I did this because I love him.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#tw sui talk#tw sui implied#tw sui attempt#suic1de#tw sui ideation#suicide#friendship#best friend#ambulance#am i bad?#i love him
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ian
#smosh#ian hecox#smosh fanart#illustration#procreate#relapsing#finals are done so here i am drawing silly guy
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guys i’ve been sad since i was 5 i think im stuck this way idk tho
#i’m severely depressed#depression relapse#haha i hate myself#i want to kms#should i end it#trauma#mentally unstable#mentally sick#i am not mentally well#tw depressing stuff#i want to be okay#mental abuse#tw depressing thoughts#manic depressive#depressing life#depressing shit#my life is a joke
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